God is leading you to your Breakthrough


God is leading you to your Breakthrough

Are you feeling led by God to do something but yet still resistant in your heart? This is something that I recently experienced and actually have over the past several years. God had given me obvious signs that he was leading me in a direction for this ministry. I felt excited! This has captivated my thoughts for sometime. I felt God’s Spirit putting messages on my heart and giving me visions of how to go about doing it and placing the right people in my life to help me to support me. But deep in my heart I felt a resistance. It felt like something was holding me back. As they say hindsight is 20/20 and I now realize and can see more clearly, the process God was bringing me through.

God was bringing me to a point of a breakthrough, in areas I didn’t even know I was in bondage.

John 8:36 So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed.

Amen freedom! When we are baptized into Christ we are first free of our sins but often times it takes longer for our insecurities, fears doubts, and people pleasing just to name a few, to be brought to the surface.

What God brings us to, he will see us through. So this is the process that lead me to my breakthrough.

1st God put on my heart the vision, I moved

2nd Gave me specifics to move toward, I moved

3rd Put people around me who believed in it, who encourage me, and gave me confirmations along the way, I had specifically prayed for this.

At this point there was nothing left to do but release the balloon…just thought of that….I was thinking pull the trigger but I like that.

Release the balloon that’s where the roadblock was.

This is where I began to just be real with God and cry out to my Father…I know that I am blocked but I don’t know why I’m blocked. I don’t know why I won’t release the balloon. I believe God that you put this ministry on my heart. There is nothing more in life that I want to share to help women have intimacy with God and feel that they are intimately known by God. But I need help I need a breakthrough.

At this point God had already prepared me to face my roadblock right in the eyes and to push through. My desire to be free of bondage was stronger than the pain that I had to face.

God began to reveal to me what my bondage was. All the thoughts and feelings of deepest rejection to the core of who God created me to be, led to a deep insecurity that I had. Really my fear was the fear of being rejected.

I can’t explain to you how deep I felt the pain, almost as though it was happening for the first time. It was times during the last 25 years of my life that the memories poured back to me. After allowing myself to feel the pain, and the sadness off how much this had held me back, an incredible peace come over me and my entire burden lifted.

I can’t tell you how much I literally felt the chains break away from me that had kept me in bondage. I felt free to do what God has called me to do.

So if you’re going through a hard time and you feel God leading you, maybe to a new career. Or maybe it’s a new direction of a godly relationship but your heart feels move to pursue it, yet very resistant at the same time. Or God has put such a deep calling on your heart to help women in different situations, to minister to them. You may feel like…why are you doing this God and you feel fearful yet excited at the same time.

My encouragement to you is to continue in what God has put in front of you. Because when opportunity hits, God will have prepared you for the breakthrough that you need to have. You are a new creation in Christ.

All of us come to him with baggage from our past. I know I did. Baggage from worldly relationships, verbally abusive relationships, bad choices of my own, being sinned against by other people. Through our shortcomings the enemy tries to rob us of freedom. I want to encourage you to keep pressing forward and growing your intimacy with God, he desires nothing more than for you to be free.

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